Regaining My Dreams

Amy. 21. Wild dreamer,hippie hopeful, lost and broken, art lover of all kinds. Bipolar disorder, anxiety, panic disorder, type 1 diabetes, in recovery from diabulimia and EDNOS a- I categorize them separately because the EDNOS is my restrict/binge/over exercise/whatever cycle. Also trying to recover from self harm and suicidal ideation in it's many demon forms. Been in inpatient/residential treatment for my eating disorder for 3 months last year, and am currently in PHP treatment for my mental illnesses. I get lost in my dreams and nightmares sometimes, in the poetry of light and dark and imagination. The Fairy Realms call my name. I'm not sane-but what is sane anyways? I know that my God is mighty to save :) Please ask me if you have any questions or just want to talk. I would love to get to know anyone and to help in anyway that I can. This blog may be triggering at times, I try not to be but I can't catch everything and I don't want to censor myself completely- I need a place where I can be free.
Do the next right thing. <3 Amy

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October52012

Intake- TWish?

Chobani Greek Yogurt (120)

String cheese (60)

4 small biscuits (200)

Orange bell pepper (35)

Ranch dressing (100)

Total so far: 515

I will definitely have like 700 more by the end of the day. I’m frustrated because I’m ACTUALLY taking insulin properly and I’ve walked over a mile and been working outside a lot of the day and my blood sugar still isn’t great. Oh well, I think it would feel awful if I were under 200 anyway since my blood sugar was over 600 a lot this week. So. Baby steps, eh?

I’m just keeping track of what I eat so I can carb count and try to get my meal plan in, just for kicks y’know ;) I don’t weigh myself. I haven’t weighed myself since June. That would be quite disastrous. I’m glad I’ve at least kicked THAT habit.

Love you all. Stay strong <3

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